Friday, September 24, 2010

Passion

Anyone who knows me, knows that I love kids.  I love the total dependency of infants, the fearless nature of toddlers, the intense desire to learn found in preschoolers and the fun-loving nature of elementary kids.  I have a passion for kids that goes far beyond anything I could have imagined.

There is so much that adults can learn from kids...How is that the willingness to be dependent, try new things, learn about everything around you and have fun are things that fade as we get older?!  Seriously people, kids have got it going on!

I have always had a love for kids, since I was a child myself.  As the summer before my 12th birthday approached, I did everything humanly possible to push myself into the babysitting scene.  I took a SafeSitters course, got certified in CPR (ps-who would want a 12 year old girl doing CPR on anyone?), volunteered at the daycare at my church and began to offer my services as what is now called a "mother's helper" to pretty much anyone with young children.  I was determined.  I was passionate.

By the time I was 13, I was babysitting 15 kids on my own for over 2 hours while their parents had small group downstairs.  FIFTEEN children.  It was stressful, I didn't get paid much and I was ready to sleep for days after it was over, but for some strange reason I loved it.  And I looked forward to Monday nights.  Again, passion.

The years passed, the passion grew.  Now, over 10 years later, I am able to use my passion to pay the bills...how perfect is that?!  But, when it comes down to the truth of the matter, I couldn't care less about the money,  it's the opportunity to have a tiny part in transforming children into considerate, loving and passionate adults.

As a young teenager, I found joy in playing with children, gaining new responsibilities and investing in the lives of the kids around me.  For over a decade I have been able to pour myself into the lives of the children and families around me.  Some have come and gone, but some have left a mark on my heart that is sure to stay for decades to come.  I have had the joy of being there to see so many "first's": teeth, steps, words, skinned knees, toothless smiles...I have cheered at countless ball games, had hundreds of tea parties, wiped thousands of tears off their cheeks, drawn more pictures of SpongeBob than I could count, given underdogs until my arms were sore, laughed til it hurt, played hide-and-seek for hours, read hundreds of bedtime stories and received hundred of the best hugs.

Some people take the opportunity to be a part of a child's life for granted and it breaks my heart.  I know for a fact that I would not be the person that I am today without all of the children and families who have taught me more than I could ever learn in a class.  The spark of passion that ignited inside of me over a decade ago has grown into a raging fire that burns for the kids and families of our society.  

God has given me this passion and I intend to use it.  




Monday, September 20, 2010

The Wilderness and Hemingway (and a mini Meet my Friends)

So, as you may know, I do not take well to the wilderness and I don't really enjoy reading.  Therefore, the title "The Wilderness and Hemingway" should have sparked your interest.  As I was perusing the internet one day, I found a quote by Ernest Hemingway that struck me.  Hemingway once said "Never go on a trip with anyone you do not love."

Although I do not know the motivation behind this insight, I can see the logic in this statement.  Trips have the potential to be incredible, memorable and relaxing or they can be stupid, stressful and generally terrible.  Obviously those with whom you are traveling greatly impact the quality of the trip.

I can't say that I always follow Hemingway's rule, but I know of one particular instance in which I followed his advice quite well.  This trip to the "wilderness" where running water, clean bathrooms and cleanliness in general were no where to be found had the potential to be a terrible experience.  However, due to the incredible girls that shared the experience with me, the Phileo Phour Wilderness Retreat 2010 was very fun and memorable.

Most of the p-4 crowd:)
So, now for a mini-Meet my Friends...Starting on the left, front row...
Katie -- one of the sweetest girls you will meet in your life.  Abby and I lived with her for a year and it was great getting to know her!
Me -- apparently incapable of choosing between the front and the back rows.
Chelsey -- This girl is AWESOME.  like seriously!  She is one of the most fun, friendly people out there.  She has a heart for kids that I totally understand.  She loves to have fun and meet new people!  I super glad that I have been able to get to know her (and recruit her to serve with me at church..woot woot)  
Jess -- oh my, the first time I met this girl, my thought was "She is crazy in a good way"  Jess has a laugh that cannot be missed!  She and her roommates have started a trend of living in the rooms that I lived in...good times!
Eryn -- Eryn is incredible.  My first memory of Eryn involves me telling embarrassing stories and her telling her tale of hand vs. toilet.  It's safe to say that the toilet won!  From that day, I have loved getting to know Eryn more and serving with her at church:)  Eryn and I also both have Spanish minors and I have enjoyed helping her out with grammar---yes, I like grammar.  I also thoroughly enjoy having a love of  Grey's and Private Practice in common with Eryn and her roomies:)
Emily--My first memory of Emily is the day that I found out that she has 7 sisters.  SEVEN!  Emily is super sweet and I have enjoyed spending time with her over the last year...On other notes, we have a class together starting tomorrow...I am looking forward to suffering through Math for the Liberal Arts with this girl:)
-----Back Row-----
Kim -- I find Kim very hilarious...for some reason, most things that she says make me giggle.  She doesn't eat meat, she got her face in the school newspaper after being at Northwestern for like a month and she works at KTIS...how cool is she?!
Chaney -- Chaney is pretty sweet...She is super friendly, takes sweet pictures and always looks cute.  Chaney also witnessed one of the most memorable/mildly embarrassing nights of my life (let's just say, I have very vivid dreams).
Mariah-- "Mariah is made for the wilderness."  Although she was a freshman last year, I met Mariah before she moved into p4 because she is Rebekah's sister...Mariah also takes amazing pictures and she is seriously friends with everyone.  She is one of those people that knows everyone on the sidewalk.  Mariah loves to chat but hates to ride in cars...she is a very cool girl.  If she hasn't already introduced herself to you, you should get to know her...
Natalie-- Natalie is pretty sweet...she took over as the RA of p-4...perfect:)  My favorite memory of Nat is her dancing on a picnic table by herself to "One in a Million" from Miss Congeniality while we all watched.  It was awesome.  Natalie is super friendly and awesome to be around:)
Rachel R.--Rachel is super awesome and shares a love of tennis with Dana.  Rachel is friendly and outgoing and will share a smile with pretty much anyone on the sidewalk...
Ellen --Last but not least, Ellen is hil-ar-i-ous.  This girl is so funny...she is one of those people who is not ashamed of how awesome they are.  For instance, on this wilderness trip, Ellen wore a "onesie" aka--adult pajamas made to look like a sleeper for an infant.  Ellen can totally pull this off.  Ellen also calls me "James" which is sweet.



The Experience of a Lifetime...

Sometimes, we are given the opportunity to be a part of something truly spectacular.  I can honestly say that one of the best experiences of my life lasted for nearly 3 whole years.  As some of you may know, all the friends that I have introduced so far came into my life in the same way.  I have Hartill Hall to thank for some of the best friends and experiences of my life.  Although I no longer walk the halls of Hartill on a daily basis, I can honestly say that I left a piece of my heart in Phileo Phour, my Home Sweet Hartill of 3 years.


Before experiencing it, I, along with the general population, saw dorm life as something you are forced to do--an experience filled with disgusting showers, horrible food (true!), concrete walls, cramped spaces, bunk beds, annoying neighbors, loud nights, bad roommates, community kitchens and many other horrible things.  This was NOT my experience.  Although some of these things were true, for the most part, Northwestern has created an environment that encourages friendship and fun.  Hartill rooms are not your typical dorm rooms either.  They have their own full bath, kitchenette and walk-in closet.  But, for me, I think I would have put up with much worse if it meant having the experience that I did and gaining an incredible group of friends.


If you haven't already noticed, I have a deep love for Phileo Phour (my dorm hall of 3 years) and the incredible girls that I met along the way.  Through my three years in P-4, I loved each year a little more, but the last year blew the others out of the water!  Seriously, it was incredible!!


To give you a glimpse into my life for the last 3 years, I went on a hunt for some great pictures.  Through this I discovered that nearly every great memory of the last 3 years, was somehow connected to Hartill and the girls I met in p-4.  All the more proof of the impact this simple dorm had on my life forever!


True.  we went on a photo shoot in which we dragged this chair around campus to take pictures with it. (Early Fall 2008)

The first thing I saw when I entered the building for 9 whole months...


Fun times at Cub (Spring 2010)

Sophomore roommates...random photo shoot (fall 2008)

One random Wednesday night, we decided that measuring our height AND wingspan would be fun...most everyone participated in the fun...this was the last thing I cleaned off of the walls before moving out:( (spring 2010)

Upperclassmen 2008-2009 trip to Cafe Latte.

We had a crazy dance party, with glow sticks and all. (fall 2009)

The start of an incredible year.  This night set the tone for the entire year!  Gotta love these girls!

The girls of Phileo Phour 2009-2010 will always have special place in my heart.  We shared so many fun times.  They were there with me as I experienced one of the best years of my life.  Not only were they there, they made it the best it could possibly be!  It would not have been the same without them!  There will be more stories to come about these wonderful ladies!

So, now you have a glimpse into one of the most life-changing experiences thus far. The halls of Hartill were a place for fun, friends and memories that I will never forget!



Friday, September 17, 2010

Meet My Friends: Brande (a.k.a.- B-dizzle, not really)

Dear World, meet Brande.  That's her, right there in the front.  Brande and I have a great time together being logical and stuff.  We both nanny our lives away at this point and enjoy doing so (for the most part).  Brande has a passion for politics that I do not understand in the least bit, but I admire her heart for integrity in politics.  Brande loves to do crazy stuff but she is also content spending hours with me catching up on James Bond and other action-packed movies.  Her joyful heart, love of fancy clothes and commitment to her friends set this girl apart from most people!  Love you, Brande.

Brande dresses fancy.  And therefore attracts fancy men at the apple orchard. haha
Brande embraces random trips to IKEA with me.
Brande and I think a lot alike.  Which is sweet
Brande drinks juice right out of the container.
Brande sometimes name-calls...which is awesome.
Brande graduated college in 3 years.
Brande's favorite professor at NWC is the only professor I truly could not tolerate.
Brande spells her name oddly, which makes it almost as awesome as her:)  

At the Farmer's Market (summer 2010)
Ya know what's lame...we have spent most of the last 20 weekends together in addition to good chunks of the last few years, and I can't find a picture of just the two of us for my life.  Stay tuned...That will be happening!!

Meet My Friends- Liz (a.k.a- Bliz)

Dear World, meet Liz.  Liz and I go back to "Roarin' Orange" freshman orientation.  My first thought when I heard this girl across Maranatha Lawn was "I want to be her friend."  Little did I know that over three years later, we would have tons of great (sometime sketchy) memories together ranging from following ambulances to an unforgettable night of embarrassment on my part and lots of ridiculous expressions.  Basically this girl's passion for people, love of laughter and heart for hurting kids makes me one proud person to call her my friend.  Love you, Liz!
Liz has a laugh that I could pick out of a crowd of 2,000 people.
Liz loves flannel and plaid...especially if is used.
Liz loves to find "treasures" anywhere that "treasures" can be found.
Liz took my on my first sketchy thrift store adventure of my life.
Liz  is a passionate person.
Liz has an uncanny ability to skip a shower and be totally ok with it.
Liz loves the wilderness. and the wilderness loves Liz!

Crazy times--priceless.
Liz, at her best.

You can read Liz's incredible blog about life here: Return To Laughter

Meet My Friends- Rebekah (a.k.a. Bekah, Beks, but mostly just Rebekah)

Dear World, meet Rebekah.  Our story is a funny one that began in the halls of Hartill.  I was actually scared/misled away from this wonderful girl by someone else, but learned quickly after getting to know her that she has a heart of gold, a passion for Chinese children and a great love for her friends and family.  Rebekah is one of the best listeners out there and her piano skill are remarkable.  I could seriously listen to her impromptu songs for hours.  Rebekah is super brave and would do anything for her friends! 

Rebekah is currently in China, as of 2 days ago, living her life-long dream.
Rebekah seriously dominates the piano and has 3 CDs.  Impressive? Yes.
Rebekah and I have had several classes together and it has been wonderful:)
Rebekah is excessively picky about food.
Rebekah likes rice. This will be her only hope for the next 3 months.
Rebekah is a wonderful friend and I am glad that I took the time to get to know her!  Love you, Rebekah!

Rebekah was part of this crazy night as well.  (Fall 2008)
Bummer that we don't have more pictures together.  This issue will be quickly addressed when she returns from her Chinese adventure.  You can follow her adventure here: Along The Red Thread.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

More to come...

I have loved introducing my friends to the world...there's more where that came from.  Check back in soon to meet more friends and hear some tales of my life.

Meet My Friends- Rachel (a.k.a. Rach)




Dear World, meet Rachel.  I have to thank Laura for bringing this wonderful girl into my life.  Rachel has a contagious, yet silent, laugh, a dedicated heart and a passion for people.  I am so thankful to have this wonderful girl in my life!  I have her to thank for countless memories and my newest nickname, Jame.  Like it's hard to say the "e" sound or something.  Love you bunches, Rach.
Rachel loves anything outdoors-y.  So does her dad (haha)
Rachel is hard-working and committed to excellence.
Rachel loves ice cream and chocolate more than the average person.
Rachel is a firm believer in the whole "early to bed, early to rise" thing.
Rachel CANNOT control her laughter at the dinner table.  Which I love.
Rachel hits me when I say funny things.
Rachel used to squish her feet in cow poop.  gross.
Rachel loves little kids.  Except when they are crying, then they are just ok.
Rachel sometimes mispronounces words.  It is awesome.
Rachel loves her family.
Rachel is patient.
Rachel makes me smile.  Love you, Rach!  You're pretty crappin' sweet.

This day is my first memory of Rach.  We went to the apple orchard.
She got in trouble for sitting on a giant pumpkin. (Fall 2007)


Christmas 2008 Pie Night
Good Times:)  (fall 2009)
Wilderness Adventure (Spring 2010)
Haha--Lake Calhoun (Summer 2009)
Weekend at Rachel's house. (Fall 2010)

Meet my Friends: Dana (a.k.a. Dana-haha)

Dear World, meet Dana.  Dana and I met way back at the beginning of school.  She lived across the hall from me.  When I first met this girl with unmistakable hair, I had no idea that we would be roommates not once, but twice over the next few years.  Dana is an incredible person who finds joy in the simple things in life.  I find joy in Dana.
Dana loves summer and anything warm.
Dana is one of the coolest math majors out there.  
Dana dominates Calculus and calculators.
Dana hates being cold more than a lizard, leopard or a rattlesnake.  That's a lot.
Dana makes funny noises to herself when she is bored.
Dana once saved me from a night of embarrassment by rescuing me from the halls of Hartill late at night.
Dana can be pretty dang goofy.
Dana has a strange love for popcorn.
Dana likes to take pictures with dogs.  Even if it's not her dog.
Dana LOVES tennis and uses her skills to invest in the lives of high school girls.  Yay!
Dana has the sweetest heart ever and I am happy that we crossed paths in the halls of Hartill. 
Love you, Dana!

I have no idea when this was, but it's cute.

We got in trouble for taking this picture...but we just had to have a picture of these huge sunnies:) (Fall 2008)


Grassy Knoll..again. (Spring 2008)

Laughing is fun. (Spring 2010)

Everything about this picture is awesome.  Especially Laura's face, my face and Dana's face. (Spring 2008)


Love you, Dana! (Spring 2008)



Meet My Friends- Laura (a.k.a. "Lars")

Dear World, meet Laura.  Laura and I go way back to the days of freshman orientation.  Although I do not miss the days of "Roarin' Orange" freshman orientation, I would do it all over again if it meant having this lovely lady as my friend.

Laura lives a life full of love for her family and others.  
When she is hyper...watch out--because you will be hyper soon--at least that's how it works with me.
Laura has some old, red sweatpants that I am pretty sure she would wear EVERY.SINGLE.DAY if it were socially acceptable.
Laura is hard to please when it comes to movies but she loves "Tommy Boy" which all that really matters.
Laura and I can turn an ordinary trip to Target into a trip that we will never forget ("I did.  Let's go.")
Laura went through a phase in which she hit me every time I said something funny.  Ouch.
Laura bruises like a peach.  But if you ask her she might say that she "bruises like a prune"
Laura cried when we painted the Rock for her 19th birthday.
Laura loves spontaneous fun activities (hence the fort)

Laura has an incredible heart and I am proud to call her my friend:)  Love you, Lars!
  
Sweet Fort (Winter 2009)
One of the best nights of college (Spring 2008... I think)
We like to do pretty awesome things together

The NWC Rock--Laura's 19th Birthday (April 2008)

Meet My Friends: Abby (a.k.a Abs/Ab/anything that begins with or sounds like Ab)

Reposted 9/19/2010
Dear World, meet Abby.  She is the very first college person that I met.  We were assigned to be freshman roommates in the summer of 2007.  I checked her out on Facebook and assumed that we would not be very close.  I can honestly say that judging someone based on Facebook is not very effective.  We went on to live all of our dorm years together.  Roomies from beginning to end.  I wouldn't trade it for the world.
Although Abs and I are VERY different, it works for us.  In this friend I have found a compassionate heart, a listening ear and an incredible example of dedication and hard-work.  Most of my college memories include this girl:)  I am saddened that Abs is so hard-working that she graduated a year early, leaving the rest of us to experience our last year of college with her on the other side of the city.  It's definitely not the same without her.

Abby is super smart--like, college in 3 years-, CPA in 3 months-smart.
Abs LOVES to talk. and listen.
Abby hates being cold.
Abby loves to encourage me to do crazy things while sleeping.
Abby's ankles pop very loudly in the morning when she first walks around.
Abby is very easily startled.  I learned this early and took full advantage.
Abby's hometown reminds me of simpler times.  Like in the movies and stuff.
Abby and I have cultivated a passion for lazy, winter weekends filled with sleeping-in, knitting, Presidential assassination movies and Law & Order.  This is what happens when you don't go home on the weekends like everyone else

I am so thankful for this girl and all the memories we have made in the last few years!  I look forward to making more memories as we all move on to bigger and better things!  Love you, Abs!
Freshman Roomies--Apple pie adventure (Fall 2007)

Night Watch (Fall 2008)

Grassy Knoll--Crazy things can happen (Spring 2008)

Abs has put up with a lot of crap from me...crazier things have happened.

There was some serious roommate bonding this night...haha

Gross--but realistic

Oh gosh--what a night?!

Love this girl!!



Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Aloha

I figured I should start this blog out on the right foot with a crazy story.  So, as you might know, I LOVE being prepared.  I am all about "Expect the best, prepare for the worst," "If you fail to plan, you plan to fail," "Bad planning on your part does not constitute an emergency on my part."  Basically, I love to plan and I love it when other people are organized and have planned well.  But sometimes, no matter what you do, there are events that happen in life that you just never considered possible.  For me, this comes in the form of a job interview.


I am not actively looking for jobs yet because graduation is 8 months out, and in my desired career field, that is just too far in advance to be job-hunting.  But, considering my love for planning, it is certainly not too early to test the waters for job-hunting.  So, I was chatting with someone from church who I really respect and he suggested that I fill out an application for practice and submit it to see if I could get an interview.  So, I did.  Long story short, I was directed to a church with rather extensive application and interview processes, and I spent a few hours filling out an application.  No joke, less than 24 hours later I was offered a phone interview.  I had NOT planned for this, but I accepted the opportunity to practice my interviewing skills for a job that I knew in my heart I could never accept. 


At this point, you might be thinking "why couldn't she accept this job?"  Well, you see, this job is in Hawaii.  That's right. Nearly 5000 miles away.  At this point in my life, I am not ready to leave the familiar for a land of heat, humidity and a ridiculously high cost of living.  However, I am ready to use this opportunity to learn more about myself and my abilities.


So, at this time tomorrow I will have completed my first real interview for a job that I could never have.  I guess it works out that "aloha" means hello and goodbye.  Aloha, job opportunity.

I am Not a Writer...

If you had asked me 4 years ago if I would have a blog, I probably would have laughed a little.  But, here I am, 22 years old, and diving into the blogging world.  It is safe to say that I would not have a blog if it weren't for some certain people in my life pressuring me to do so.  At this point, I suppose that I am thankful for this "peer-pressure" because it is giving me an opportunity to express myself in a way that I never imagined possible.  I mean, think about it...I write stuff, it goes somewhere out in the void of the internet, people read it, people therefore know about my life.  The strangest part about the whole thing--I am not a writer.  I once took a creative writing class in high school and quite honestly, I hated every painful haiku, narrative, poem and short story.  However, I do like to tell stories of past experiences, but there is something about inflection, hand motions and overall energy that is communicated through speaking that seems to be lost in text.  Therefore, I will try to bring life to this text.
So, as you look through this little bloggy-blog, I hope that you are able to hear my voice and see my facial expressions as you read the tales of my life.  I know many of you are a great distance away and my hope for this blog is to share my experiences with those who are not able to experience them alongside me.

I'm joining the masses

Hello World,

By starting a blog, I am not under the impression that my life is super interesting, atypical in some way or worthy of a blog.  However, in an effort to give those around me (and those who are creepers) a look into my life I have decided to dive in and give the world a view of my life from the outside looking in.